This
is an excerpt from the book “Smothered”, what I wrote about my abuse by a
priest and nuns:
“There
is no time limit on trying a murder case. There should be no time limit for
bringing a child rape case to justice. If murderers get life imprisonment or
the death penalty, pedophile rapists (and those who cover up their crimes)
should get the same punishment because it is the same as killing the child – it
is a death sentence for the victim – a living death or for many suicide stops
the pain.”
What
the sexual abusers of children do to their victims causes so much pain and
suffering: physically and psychologically that they can’t function in society –
it is carried in their minds and touches all of their relationships. It lasts a
lifetime. Many survivors can’t tell anyone about their physical and mental pain
and they don’t get treatment – they suffer silently, commit suicide, or they
just die. You or someone you care about
may be one of the survivors who went through the pain and suffering but remain
silent.
We
need you to speak out -- there are many ways to do so. If you have physical
problems like I do -- with my shoulder that hurts because the nun knocked me
off the bench – tell your doctor how you were injured. If you have emotional
problems say where they came from. Recording what the abusers did and who they
are identifies them for the world. Talking
on blogs like this one spreads the message.
We
need to speak as one voice to the senators, congressmen and other politicians
and lobbyists. We need to tell them not to take vatican money (our money) to
pass laws like the statute of limitations that eliminates the only chance that
survivors have to get any justice in the courts. The vatican insists that it is
an independent country so why is a foreign country creating U.S. laws
If
the pope can recruit defenders of pedophilia, we can recruit defenders of
children. We can fight with our votes and our voices. We can make their crimes
visible to the world and to the law makers.
We can change the laws that hurt victims. Voters have to find out how politicians voted
on laws like having a statute of limitations that keep victims from testifying.
Don’t vote for them if they are not helping the survivors or protecting our
children. An article in the Daily Progress, Virginia, January 2011 quoted Grier
Weeks, executive director of the National Association to Protect Children:
“It’s a sad day when pedophiles and their enablers have paid lobbyists and
victims have to beg for justice.”
Why
do we let nun and clergy pedophiles run rampant in our churches and schools?
The church gets to us through our faith: We believe in God. The pope and his minions take advantage of
our faith and use God falsely – they hypnotize and blind us by hiding behind
God in order to rape our children, to get our money and use it to defend
pedophile rapists. They don’t realize that God is everything, that they are
nothing and will be destroyed by their own evil. “No false gods” is their
motto, but the vatican thinks they are gods. God knows of their arrogance: they
pretend to be God’s translator but they have their own agenda. If they tamper
with our faith in God they lose.
God
had a reason for me to survive the deadly, fierce abuse: to halt them in their
tracks, expose them, shed light on their perverted acts, take the battle right
up to the pope in evil central and destroy their evil way of life. I hope
others like me will speak out. We will use the media to expose them. They are
nothing without our money and support -- they are worthless. We won’t have any
kindness or mercy for them – they had none for us. The power in us, the
survivors, is greater and more courageous than the lies of the pope and church
for 2000 years. There will be a glorious victory for us. We outnumber the evil
perpetrators and we can stand together to stop them – we can win the battles
and win the war.
We
are shining the light on evil: child abusers in the church and in society can’t
hide from the truth. The world is better off without the pope and his brand of
religion that deceives us in the name of God. Nothing lasts forever and their
time has passed. We don’t need the
church if it separates us from God. All we need is God in our hearts.