When
the individual became an adult, the child still exists within the individual,
and when they are faced with a challenge, that "inner child" controls
what they are capable of doing within their life. They are always waiting for
the "nuns to evaluate" what they are capable of doing. I have
struggled with this issue throughout my life. When faced with a
"challenge" I first think; --- "I do not have the ability to
accomplish this task," --- then, I have to realize where this idea is
coming from, ---- and then I have to shift my thinking, and go in a positive
"I can do it direction!" ----- The Catholic Church, (through their
evil nuns), has destroyed many young human beings, and it takes a "life
time" for the individual to come to a realization of what went on, and how
to overcome the programming of the nuns!
The
nuns and their negative programing have limited the lives of many people
through their sick programming, but it was done out of design, and for the
control over the individual. Recognize that major damage has been done to these
people that cannot be seen by routine medical tests. ------ The human mind is a
very delicate instrument. It is like a computer, in that a computer can be
programmed to say that 2 + 2 = 5! --- We know logically that 2 + 2 = 4, but we
can get a computer to come up with a different answer. ------ The nuns have
done this very thing to young children, and this damage has carried over into
their adult lives.
Everything
about the Catholic Church is designed to control the individual. They make the
individual believe that only the Catholic Church can save their soul. They tell
the individual that "success," in the "here and now," is
not important, but rather, "success" in the afterlife is all
important, and that the Catholic Church has the "keys to heaven!"
They tell the individual that it is their duty to support the Catholic Church,
and to give until it hurts. My question was always "hurts who!" ----
I refuse to be a "slave to the Catholic Church, the nuns and the
priests!" ----- I will attend any Christian Church that I desire, and I
will participate in any and all parts of the service as I desire, and this includes
receiving communion in any Christian Church, and I do not care what the
Catholic Church, the nuns, the priest and / or the Pope thinks about my
behavior! ---- From the time that I started Catholic School in 1948 I always
felt that the Catholic Church, and its restricted form of education, was an
anchor around my neck! ----- Dwayne”
Dwayne
is a teacher and motivator. He says, “I loved my teaching job. I went out
of my way to help the students to not only learn my subject, but to also learn
the other subjects in the school's curriculum.” Let Dwayne know what you think, share your
experiences about the nuns and catholic school.
Dwayne added to this post and said, "Sometimes I feel that there is music in me that will never be heard, because I will run out of time, and it is all because I got a late start because of my Catholic Educational Experience and Abuse."
ReplyDeleteThis is excellent!! I've done extensive research in this area...you nailed it, Dwayne! I was "imprisoned" in catholic--I won't capitalize--schools for 10 years until 2 Jesuit priests told my parents to "Get her out of there!" My abusive parents de-friended these priests, but I was suicidal at the time and with severe learning disabilities/cortical damage, I was failing 5 subjects and being bullied...getting out of that posh, revered Academy was the beginning of the healing process and like you, George, I feel there is so much in me that I want to give to the world but have been paralyzed with depression, PTSD...
ReplyDeleteHi Rita:
DeleteI can understand what you are writing about. It has happened to many of us. A lot of damage has been done, and many of us have suffered in silence over the years, but the light is coming through the clouds, and people are seeing the truth. ---- I too had learning disabilities to over come, and through determination I made positive things happen in my life. ---- Recognize that there is GREATNESS in you that needs to be discovered. ---- As long as we are healthy and alive, we can accomplish great things using goals, a "plan of action," and 100% of our talents, skills and abilities. ----- God put greatness into each of us. ----- We are unique! ---- Believe in yourself and in you ability to be successful! ---- Never settle for "average" when there is greatness in you! -------- Enjoy the day!
OOps, sorry, Dwayne, you made the comment about music still in you clamoring to come out...
ReplyDeleteSpeaking of music, I took piano from the nuns...Traumatic...
There is a rather challenging classical piece that I began to play a few years ago, only a few introductory bars...I know a lot about classical music but for the life of me, I have no memory of the composer, where/when I learned it...it just came to me last month that I must have learned that piece just as I was leaving that school and I was dissociated...
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ReplyDeleteWe have to get Washington/ Congressmen, to understand that "( rape is rape;) & also to get them to understand that the pedophilia found a loophole in the religious system;" and once the pedophilia becomes a priest he is protected by the Oath & The Statute of Limitation" Washington needs to see that the pedophilia is wearing a black & white uniform w/ a collar. For Washington to step up with all victims" to keep other children from becoming victims. Washington talks so much on protecting children" well" if they are going to talk the talk" they need to walk the walk" they need to be on the side of the victim.
ReplyDeleteMaybe we should let Washington know" that the $2.9 Billion Dollars they give to the Vatican" they are giving it to Pedophilia's